17 May 2012 @ 12:48 pm
Today I realized that certain people are simply meant to be a part of my life. It doesn't matter how long it takes to get back in touch or how strange the circumstances are surrounding that. It's great to see a normal interaction of exes after months of being exposed to obsessive, deluded behavior from someone spazzing over her ex.

Today I realized that's still possible. Exes can say they're friends and mean it.
 
 
14 May 2012 @ 06:11 pm
Today I realized, that the bullying, the abuse, and the memories of them both, can make a strong wall crumble.
 
 
08 May 2012 @ 01:13 am
Today I realised that for half an hour this evening I was thinking about something other than coursework and uni. That's not happened in a while.
 
 
02 May 2012 @ 05:06 pm
That no matter how angry I am with my boyfriend, no matter how much I want to strangle him, and tell him I don't love him anymore, the moment he just holds me, despite me not even wanting to be in his embrace, his love transcends into me, and I can't help but regret every single bad word I thought, and just fall in love with him all over again. 
 
 
22 April 2012 @ 11:18 pm
that it's only three weeks until I don't live here anymore.
 
 
19 April 2012 @ 06:23 am
No matter how exciting change is, I still don't want to leave.

I'm afraid of being forgotten.
 
 
Current Mood: nervousnervous
 
 
10 April 2012 @ 12:29 am

Sometimes death feels like an easier option, to escape from all and any human interactions. No one ever appreciates what you do for them. But they precisely remember your faults from the past. They carve them into their memory, to remind you what a terrible person you are. The carved scars are never left behind. What’s the point in life, when every bone in your body is carved with scars of your past by everyone and for that, you are forever scarred with past mistakes. Mistakes are too kindly said. If it were mistakes, forgiveness would follow. But the human heart doesn’t possess values to forgive. Nor forget. It does the opposite. It opens up a memory lane, to remember what bad things you have done. It’s like a hard drive. A hard drive with a memory that only saves memories of the bad characteristics of you, and puts a virus every good thing you do. 

 
 
31 March 2012 @ 11:11 pm
Today I realized that even if someone appears to be intelligent, funny, charming, kind, etc.. they can still be a shallow, immature, douche.

I also realized that getting new members for [info]shareyoursound will be harder than I'd anticipated.

As for this lj spoiler tag, it's
pretty freakin' cool
.
 
 
29 March 2012 @ 06:15 pm
Today I realised that there are only four days of the first year of my degree left. Although over a month until I need to submit coursework.
 
 
27 March 2012 @ 08:17 pm
Today I realized that I should be a member of this community, so I joined.

I also realized that it wasn't fair to get so huffy with Alec last night. He's a great guy and needs patience/understanding at this time. I want him to know he can always get those things from me.