Today I realized that's still possible. Exes can say they're friends and mean it.
Today I realized that's still possible. Exes can say they're friends and mean it.
I'm afraid of being forgotten.
nervousSometimes death feels like an easier option, to escape from all and any human interactions. No one ever appreciates what you do for them. But they precisely remember your faults from the past. They carve them into their memory, to remind you what a terrible person you are. The carved scars are never left behind. What’s the point in life, when every bone in your body is carved with scars of your past by everyone and for that, you are forever scarred with past mistakes. Mistakes are too kindly said. If it were mistakes, forgiveness would follow. But the human heart doesn’t possess values to forgive. Nor forget. It does the opposite. It opens up a memory lane, to remember what bad things you have done. It’s like a hard drive. A hard drive with a memory that only saves memories of the bad characteristics of you, and puts a virus every good thing you do.
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I also realized that it wasn't fair to get so huffy with Alec last night. He's a great guy and needs patience/understanding at this time. I want him to know he can always get those things from me.